‘never have i been nor will i ever be selfish enough to take my personal feelings and taint ours. what we have is much greater. nothing was spoke to just be temporary because i know what we have will last beyond our entirety. i love you and i mean(t) that, i support you beyond actions can show and that’s a fact. if you ever get to question or try to put it together what it was all for, because it was never less than real. if i’ve ever failed to show you the depth of this, my wrongdoings. mind my lack of expression, i need to do better.’